where to start. I am happy mostly. But a lot has to change. I am, it seems, not satisfied unless I can eat. I am poor and on disability. I have very few outlets and spare money to not even enjoy, but now it's just to occupy my time. I like my savory foods. Lately, it has been Chinese and Reubens. It's been a scrambled egg platter with turkey bacon, home fries, and whole wheat toast buttered and decaff coffee w half and half. I am not happy without some sort of food. i have several obstacles, and it is with my housing (related to self care) and getting older, and just getting along day to day without any kind of upset from others. That is why I am settling for being ok with being alone and occupying my time with non-upsetting TV, puzzles, and food. That is my life. I am very unhappy with my weight and my current mobility, and completing tasks. I don't want to end up in an assisted living or a nursing home or worse. I have some support, but I am having to tell agencies (case workers) that things are happier than they are, or they tell me to cause a problem with the parties that are inconveniencing me. Any suggestions would be appreciated. oh my sugars have been high, and tonight it was 352. unacceptable. I will not go back on a liquid diet. And the diabetes doctor increased my slow acting insulin to 40 units m/n, and fast acting 7 units sliding scale at meals.